For all the smiles I’ll never see
For all the places you will not be
For all the ‘boo boos’ I can not kiss
For all the birthday’s I will miss
For all the booties you’ll never wear
For all the giggles I’ll never hear
For all the words you’ll never say
For all the games you’ll never play
For all the steps you’ll never take
For all the nights you’re not awake
For all the balls you’ll never throw
For all the years you’ll never know
For all the cuddles never shared
For you, my angel, I have cared.
Bernice van Gils
May 2007
(This was our second little surrogate baby that we lost through miscarriage)
As I prepare for my first solo exhibition, I realised I needed a place to explore in, to retreat to, and to basically get away with talking to myself.... and here it is! The theme of this exhibition is.... ta dum.... "It's Personal". It is the moment I have chosen to stop and feel, and to provide a space for my visual voice.
I find myself taking on the role of commentator of my own life's path. My art, my words, my poetry, my images are purely a personal commentary. Nothing more. Nothing less. I do not write to judge or to provide an opinion. That is for much wiser people than I. I 'do' simply to record, to share.... in short... to commentate..... to chronicle my journey, and it's personal.
So let's just start somewhere... and see where it goes....
I have grouped the various areas of my work into chapters. To follow the whole story of one area click on the green chapter to the right under the heading "chapters of my story".
I find myself taking on the role of commentator of my own life's path. My art, my words, my poetry, my images are purely a personal commentary. Nothing more. Nothing less. I do not write to judge or to provide an opinion. That is for much wiser people than I. I 'do' simply to record, to share.... in short... to commentate..... to chronicle my journey, and it's personal.
So let's just start somewhere... and see where it goes....
I have grouped the various areas of my work into chapters. To follow the whole story of one area click on the green chapter to the right under the heading "chapters of my story".
- Bernice van Gils
- Upper Hutt, Wellington, New Zealand
- I always struggle with this bit... the 'about me' bit. I never know what order to put things down in. I am many things at many times... oh the joys of motherhood where multi-tasking is a prerequisite!. Ok, so here goes, at any one time I can be: Mother, Wife and Lover, Artist, Company Director, Student, Chief Cook and Bottle Washer, Thinker, Seeker, Procrastinator, Dreamer, Philosopher, Supporter, Friend, Guide, and sometimes just a downright bewildered child trying to find my way through the noise and chaos that is life and people.
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