Like a fine piece of music, surrogacy also has it's own counterpoint....
A musical creation: Sets the mood with it's bass notes carrying the unsuspecting auditory traveller on a journey from which they believe there can be no deviation... all of a sudden a trill of delicate epiphany lifts the ear ever upward, an insistence in its voice, and while the journey has not changed scene, the mood has been transported to a place of hope, and thus the counterpoint has told a story that is incomplete without it's counterpart.
Surrgacy: The bass notes of grief and sadness carry along the weary infertile traveller. A journey from which one tries to deviate, often to be rudely reminded by the bass notes drone, that this journey is one of totallity. And then, when the drone reaches it's incessant throb, a trill of hope, the counterpoint, brings a promise of hope and the relationship between hopeful parents and surrogate is forged and a symphony of life is composed.
What strange bedfellows these two experiences are. What unique bedfellows. Sadness and grief, loss and failure underpins the joy and hope, the gratitude and future. They sit side by side, each component valid. Each component complete in their own right. Strange bedfellows indeed. The bass notes of sadness and grief lay the foundation upon which the joy and hope and gratitude sit. Without those bass notes, there would be no need for it's counterpoint. This particular symphony would not exist.
Now, the big question.... how do I express this visually?
This is a work in progress.
As I prepare for my first solo exhibition, I realised I needed a place to explore in, to retreat to, and to basically get away with talking to myself.... and here it is! The theme of this exhibition is.... ta dum.... "It's Personal". It is the moment I have chosen to stop and feel, and to provide a space for my visual voice.
I find myself taking on the role of commentator of my own life's path. My art, my words, my poetry, my images are purely a personal commentary. Nothing more. Nothing less. I do not write to judge or to provide an opinion. That is for much wiser people than I. I 'do' simply to record, to share.... in short... to commentate..... to chronicle my journey, and it's personal.
So let's just start somewhere... and see where it goes....
I have grouped the various areas of my work into chapters. To follow the whole story of one area click on the green chapter to the right under the heading "chapters of my story".
I find myself taking on the role of commentator of my own life's path. My art, my words, my poetry, my images are purely a personal commentary. Nothing more. Nothing less. I do not write to judge or to provide an opinion. That is for much wiser people than I. I 'do' simply to record, to share.... in short... to commentate..... to chronicle my journey, and it's personal.
So let's just start somewhere... and see where it goes....
I have grouped the various areas of my work into chapters. To follow the whole story of one area click on the green chapter to the right under the heading "chapters of my story".
- Bernice van Gils
- Upper Hutt, Wellington, New Zealand
- I always struggle with this bit... the 'about me' bit. I never know what order to put things down in. I am many things at many times... oh the joys of motherhood where multi-tasking is a prerequisite!. Ok, so here goes, at any one time I can be: Mother, Wife and Lover, Artist, Company Director, Student, Chief Cook and Bottle Washer, Thinker, Seeker, Procrastinator, Dreamer, Philosopher, Supporter, Friend, Guide, and sometimes just a downright bewildered child trying to find my way through the noise and chaos that is life and people.
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